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[jovahs_heiress]

When Ariel is six, Isabella judges that she is ready to hear about Things, and sits her down.

She starts the same way she did with the elder girls:

"Have you noticed that your daddy and I seem to be able to do some things that other people can't?"

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[carillons]

Ariel nods.

[jovahs_heiress]

"What have you noticed?"

[carillons]

"Things work better around you," says Ariel.

[jovahs_heiress]

"That's a good way of putting it. If I tell you why, can you keep it secret from everybody who doesn't know yet?"

[carillons]

Ariel nods again.

[jovahs_heiress]

Isabella has been experimenting with various ways of presenting this story - she tried different orderings of information with Daniel, with Delilah, with Elisha - but in Ariel's case, the most bookish of her children, she thinks it will work best if she tells it like a story. From the beginning, as she experienced it. "I've already told you about how your daddy and I met. Not long after that, we opened the door out from our old quarters, but instead of the hallway, we found a restaurant, called Milliways."

[carillons]

Ariel listens.

[jovahs_heiress]

"And in Milliways, we met a young man who looked just like your daddy, and he introduced himself as Kas, and he explained that there was not just one world, but many, and in some of these worlds were people who resembled each other very closely - like him and your daddy. Or like me, and Kas's girlfriend, whose name is Isabella Amariah."

[carillons]

"Amariah is a pretty name," says Ariel.

[jovahs_heiress]

"I think so too. And I called her that, so we wouldn't be confused about both of us being called Isabella, and she called me Angela for the same reason. And she told me that there were several more people like us, and that her world was very different from mine - it has magic, and she isn't an angel and the angels they have there are different, and everyone's soul there lives outside their body in an animal's shape."

[carillons]

Ariel listens gravely to this, too.

[jovahs_heiress]

"And I met several more of me, and they were from all sorts of places, and some of them had alts of your daddy, and some of them did not," says Isabella. "They had magic, and they offered me some to take home and use, because we were all alike in what we wanted done and wanted to help each other. I asked Alleluia to ask Jovah if magic was permitted, and she said that he said it was like technology - fine if it was kept under control. So I accepted, and I began to do some magical things, quietly, that no one would notice."

[carillons]

Ariel nods. That seems like a very Mommy thing to do.

[jovahs_heiress]

It is definitely a Mommy thing to do.

"And then Ithiel was born. You've heard the story, but the way it is usually told, I prayed for his healing, and Jovah made him whole. That story is not true."

[carillons]

"What did you do?" says Ariel.

[jovahs_heiress]

"I did pray. But nothing happened. And so I used magic, instead, and Ithiel was a healthy angel, but still nothing happened, and I didn't know why that would be. I brought him back down to the Eyrie and told them half-truths. But," she says, "later, a little after Daddy and I got married, Alleya asked me how I'd done it. She knew it wasn't Jovah."

[carillons]

Ariel waits to hear how it is that Alleya knew that.

[jovahs_heiress]

"Alleya had her own secret, but it wasn't about magic, it was about Jovah. She knew he couldn't possibly have fixed Ithiel, because Jovah isn't a god."

[carillons]

...Well.

Ariel nods slowly.

[jovahs_heiress]

"The oracles at Sinai have to know this, because instead of being a god, Jovah is a spaceship." (Isabella has always told bedtime stories about spaceships, pretty much specifically to prepare for this revelation.) "Sometimes something goes wrong with it, and then it needs to be able to tell an oracle to come fix it. So Alleluia told me her secret, and I told her mine, and I went up to the spaceship, and it wasn't very smart at all. It could talk, but it didn't really understand things; it only did what the settlers told it to do, and what it heard prayers for. I didn't think it was doing a very good job of being a god, but all I had to do to make it listen to me was just a little bit of magic, and now I'm the spaceship's captain."

[carillons]

Ariel nods again. It is quite obvious to her that her mother's natural place in the scheme of things is captain of their god.

[jovahs_heiress]

"We found the restaurant a few more times, and we met more and more of me, and of Daddy, and of some other people none of whom you've met," says Isabella. "And then we met one of me who had a computer-person that was much smarter than Jovah. Her name was Jane, and she moved into the computers on the spaceship, and she had the power to pick up anyone she could see and put them down in any place she could see, even between universes. So all of us could visit each other whenever we wanted, and not have to wait for Milliways to appear, and we could have parties, and coordinate on large projects, and share magic. But then, well before you were born, when Damaris was still a baby, Jane broke - Jane's soul lives in the one of me from her world, and that person was attacked, and it hurt Jane. While Jane was broken, time started passing differently in different worlds. Her own world had three seconds go by while ten years passed here."

[carillons]

Ariel looks thoughtful for a moment, then returns her attention to her mother.

[jovahs_heiress]

"But then Jane got better, and we all celebrated, and we found some more people and added them to the group - several of me are a peal of Bells, several of Daddy are a deck of Jokers. And during this time your older sisters both got to meet everyone, and there are others of them, although their parents only have two children so there was not one of you, then. There might be now, I don't know."

[carillons]

That is an interesting notion. Ariel blinks.

"Would the other of me have my name, or a different name?" she wonders.